Five Reasons You Don't Exist

Five Reasons You Don't Exist

I spent years worrying about losing control of myself.

I divided myself into two: one was the the logical, rational, authoritarian part (the acceptable part) and the other was the unacceptable, animalistic, impulsive part of myself that “needed to be controlled;” The other a part—the controller—was a tyrant that kept me numb and disconnected me from the rich experience of life.

One day I realized that in order to be in control of myself, I would actually have to have a verifiable “self” to control—an objective me. So I went about trying to figure out what exactly this self is that I was so busy trying to control.

But every time I tried to put my finger on it, it evaded me.

The Problem With Explaining Away Our Emotions

The Problem With Explaining Away Our Emotions

So, like…if we just don’t take risks, don’t fail, don’t get embarrassed, don’t get shut down, or disappointed, or rejected, then we’ll always feel good, right? 

If we just stay safe and never expose ourselves to the intense vulnerability of following our dreams, we’ll always be happy, right?

Wrong.

One major barrier to following our hearts is the illusion that our circumstances produce our emotional states.

It is the belief that emotional freedom comes from controlling our circumstances.

Our Ego Loves Creating Struggle — But We Don't Have To Let It

Our Ego Loves Creating Struggle — But We Don't Have To Let It

Have you ever said something like this?

“My fear of gaining weight keeps me motivated to exercise,” “the guilt I feel about not having accomplished enough keeps me going,” or “my jealousy makes me work harder.”

As a life coach, I hear these beliefs all the time from clients when we first start working together. What they’re really saying is:

It is necessary for me to be upset with my current conditions in order for me to be motivated to create what I want.

I call it “struggle defensiveness”—the act of insisting that life has to be hard, because you don’t want to admit your ego’s part in creating struggle to overcome.

Why We Should Stop Trying To Be Present

Why We Should Stop Trying To Be Present

We can never be more in the moment, because we are always only ever in the moment. There is no where else to be. We have never been anywhere else besides the moment. 

The moment is absolute. We can’t be more inside of something that we are already inside of wholly and completely.

Our consciousness and the moment is all there ever is. So why are we trying to get out of our heads and into the moment? 

A Call for Female Pleasure

A Call for Female Pleasure

Through coaching hundreds of women, I have made the unfortunate discovery that women collectively have come to believe that prioritizing our own pleasure is not only unnecessary, but also counterproductive and moralistically wrong.

I am here to flip that notion on it’s head and implore you to re-claim the right to your own pleasure.

I am here to ask you to consider that most days of your life can (dare I say should) be guiltlessly pleasure-filled, and that the more pleasure you allow in your body and your life, the more power, influence, well-being, connectedness, peace and inspiration you will have.

Healing the Mother Wound

Healing the Mother Wound

The mother wound is the pain, passed down through generations, of being a woman in a patriarchal culture. It includes dysfunctional coping mechanisms that are used to process that pain. It shows its face in many forms, like eating disorders, alcoholism, body shame and anger management issues. The mother wound also includes the pain of insecurity, comparison and not feeling good enough.

To me, the mother wound is the mother of all wounds. 

The mother wound does not only exist in women whose mothers mistreated them.

The mother wound exists within us all because all of our mothers have been wounded.